i do believe in fairies.

i have planned this blog post for months..
i was actually planning to do it for his birthday.
but i wasn't around.
now, i have the chance to do it.


here, i give you...

Peter Pan's Doppleganger. or.... my Brother's Doppleganger.





HAHAHAHAHAHHAA... =D

Aishiteru to you tooo... (u know who u are)

Be strong + be healthy..
I'm here for you if u need anything.. ^_^


p/s: spain was wonderful. i got to see two sides of spain: the historical value, kampung side of spain (Cordoba) and the modern city and sophisticated side of spain (Madrid) What a wonderful world. Loved every moment i was there.

carla

will be away for a few days..


bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
smg smuanya bjalan lancar...

lesson plan

take 5...

this video is funny.. ^__^

menelaah

for the past week, i've been studying...

after not studying for a long time, i studied... hahahaha!

So,after taking the exam this morning where i wrote non-stop for two hours. i'm now relieved. it's all done and it went well. eventho, i felt that
i probably might have a few minor errors. but, it's all right.

Now, we T.A.W.A.K.A.L.

putting the exam aside, i've always love to watch movie trailers for fun.
These movies really attract me the most. Hoping that i've got the chance to watch them all.


1)

2)

3)

tonight

rough winds outside my window,
give me the creeps n i hide behind my pillow,
somehow it makes wonder, what will happen tomorrow?
but dear wind,can you also take away my sorrows..
and just give me rainbows?

-------------------------------------------------------------------------

December is here.
Multiple things to do, multiple things in my mind.
Lets take a step back, and clear your mind.
Breathe~~~~

1433

SALAM AWAL MUHARRAM. 1433 HIJRAH.

Lets start a new chapter in our life.
Time to grow, time to be better.
Be kind to people, and bersangka baik.
do not let anger/nafsu take advantage of you.

Leave the dirty water and take the clear water.
(bad joke)

May Allah blessed our days ahead. insyaAllah.

if my heart could write songs, it'll sound like this

cause i can't start it....



p/s: i'm jealous of you.

muahahahaha

this is how i react everytime i've completed my assignment..




BUT for now,


i'm stuck with all these dissertation books.

NON ME GUSTA

collaboration

Selamat Hari Jadi, Mother from Azizul Hakim on Vimeo.

my sis told me that my mom shouted at the screen telling that
my sign was upside down.

p/s: it wasn't on purpose.

bonda

hehe..

no words can describe how much i love/adore you.
i'm so proud that you've become so much stronger these years.
aishiteru.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOTHER!

11nov11

one year ago,
on the 10/10/10,
i made an entry where i list down
10 THINGS I WANT TO DO in 10years time.
(click here if you wanna see it again)

Looking back,
i haven't done any of it yet.
Well,
we can only plan, but Allah decides it.

However, i feel that i couldn't let today's date pass by
just like that without me making a blog post.

So, i decided to make a NEW LIST . JENG JENG JENG. A simple list.
Just for fun. A list of.... .

11 RANDOM THINGS THAT ARE IN MY ROOM.

#1

A "Lip Lap" Light Stick which i bought during Guy Fawkes Night.

#2

A Heart Collage of Random Photos that gives sweet memories to me.

#3

My dearest teddy snow bear. His name is Abu.

#4

A Calligraphy Artwork, a gift from a kind stranger infront of the Blue Mosque, Istanbul.

#5

My Sketch of Adamaya during a boring lesson. =P

#6

The Cutest "Hello Kitty" keychain. A present from my dongsaeng.

#7

My Jar of Stars. Someone told me that if you succeed in filling up the jar with stars, you can make one wish and then your wish will come true. (Something like that, huhu plus i stopped halfway so i cannot tell whether it's true or not)

#8

A White Polaroid Camera which i only use for special occasion.

#9

A 1022pages of The Complete Works of Shakespeare.

#10

My Collection of 'Pin Tudung' and still counting..

#11

My poster of inspiration and motivation. Aishiteru.

And that is the end for MY SPECIAL ENTRY for this date.

Well, come to think of it, any date is SPECIAL when YOU make it SPECIAL.

But hey, it was fun making a NEW LIST. hehe.
Have a good day everyone^_^

gaban

DULU



SEKARANG



Despite his "cool" hair, i still see him as my very strict yet charming father.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD! ^_^

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kiyowo kiyowo~ lalala~

something to ponder

HOWEVER,

deria biasa

hey kamu,

si pemanipulasi bicara,
menukar ayat kpd yg pekak dn buta,
perkara A kamu kata B pula,
sanggup kamu buat begitu pd mereka,
hanya utk menyelamatkan bontotmu pula,
tulisan buruk salahkan pen pula,
nyanyian huduh salahkan mikrofon pula.

hey kamu,

si pemanipulasi bicara,
yg tiada deria biasa,
hanya menjual ikan semata-mata,
kamu fikir kamu segala-galanya,
tidakkah kamu cermin diri kamu pula,
kerna tiada manusia sempurna,
turunlah kamu dr takhta bygn mengaburi mata,
kami bukanlah bibikmu yg hanya menurut kata.

hey kamu,

si pemanipulasi bicara,
nasihat diberi kamu menepis saja,
bagai mbuang garam ke air laut di selat melaka,
kamu hanya mengingati pekara buruk saja,
perkara baik kamu buat tak reti pula,
pembaziran semata-mata.

hey kamu,

penat ak memikirkan kamu saja,
bagaikan aku yg JAHAT pula,
aku hanya bdoa yg terbaik utkmu,
agar kamu terbuka hati dn minda,
moga kita berubah bersama2, menjadi hamba Allah y bertakwa.
agar kamu beroleh deria biasa dn empati pd manusia.


p/s: jgn risau. ini luahan hati ketika bengang. skrg sudah tenang. ^_^

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dr. john dorian brought me here. heehee..

awesome song. powerful lyrics(if you got time, looked it up)

diam2 ku berisi.

kdg2 apa yg kita rancang, x menjadi...

kdg2 apa yg kita harap, x mjadi realiti...

kdg2 apa yg kita ingin, x dpt memiliki...

mula lah, rasa sedih, kecewa dn terkilan menguasai diri...

tp.. jangan biarkan ianya memonopoli...

sbb ketahuila, sgl perasaan itu jgn disimpan dlm hati...

luahkan... kerna...

masih ada yg sudi mndengar tnpa ada prejudis di naluri.



p/s: mekasih mak.

if my heart could write songs, it'll sound like this.

"if i can make you mine"
"i'll go wherever you will go"

"if i could turn back time"
"i'll go wherever you will go"

addicted

Monster Pet.

thanks to my lil' sister.
i'm now addicted to this game.

mcm Digimon,
kena bagi makan, jaga dia,
bersihkan dia...

bes~~ ni di antara monster2 pet yg aku jaga.

initial shock

today was the first class of Dissertation 1...

i think the picture below will show you how my heart feels like...



Hope for the best, Ya Allah, i need your guidance.

Hey Ho!!! Lets Go!!!

MARJON....

YEAR 3....

BEGINS....

R U READY????

* I think I am...

R U SURE??

* hmmm.. probably not...

WHY???

* well, my heart still aches whenever i think of home.
* my eyes still get teary whenever i see my family's photo.
* responsibilities keep following me around.
* 3 months of summer holiday don't seem to be enough.

last but not least,

* i can't seem to find my files for tomorrow's class. (where did i put it???)


Hey, no worries~ You're strong, You can do this.

Life gives you lemon, you make lemonade. Hey, buy a new file.

COME ON YEAR 3/FINAL YEAR IN MARJON, LETS DO THIS!!!!

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Aidilfitri

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri pada smua..

i know that i'm late.. but hey, better late than never. huhu..

to sum it all up, it's awkward yet i'm still GRATEFUL.

HEY HO, LET'S GO !!!!

tak woo jood

isyk isyk sob sob..


maka berakhirlah satu lg kdrama yg ku minati...
bye2 dawai hati yg menemani mlm2 ku...



9/10 ku bg rating utk drama ni..

hero/heroin yg sungguh comel..
jalan cerita yg menyeronokkan..
ost ost yg sgt merdu...

tp...

kenapa tidak ku beri markah penuh???
kerana sepanjang ku menonton drama ni, ak lbih yakin! yg tkde WUJUD lelaki Melayu
seperti karekter YONGHWA ni...

tak wujud!!!

fuuhh~~ (mengeluh sedih)

sabarlah frh... org kata, kalau nk prince charming, diri sendiri kena jadi princess dulu. ye tk?

p/s: fashion heroin drama ni mcm menarik.. huhuhu~

Roller Coaster

sepanjang bulan Ramadhan,baru ku sedar, tidak pernah ku update blog nih.

sibukkah aku? mungkin...(smbil mengangguk angguk kepala dn memuncungkan bibir)
plus kelajuan internet dn cuaca panas malaysia boleh jg diambil kira sbg pemboleh ubah.

apa2pun, ingin ku berkongsi perkara2 menarik blaku padaku arini secara ringkasnya:

1. melihat seorang ibu memegang bayi dn tiba2 dia tersadung kakinya sendiri.. lalu ingin tergolek tp ingin menyelamatkn bayi lalu dia memusingkan badannya dgn dahsyatnya. dn kedebom! dia jatuh dgn kuatnya atas lantai.dan bayi itu selamat. ibunya mungkin mengalami lebam2 yg dhsyat di kaki dn tangan.

2. terperangkap dlm komuter. hujan kilat mnybbkan komuter tiada karan. tiada lampu, tiada aircon, bekalan oksigen makin terasa berkurangnya. penumpang lain cemas, pakcik drebar komuter turut cemas. penumpang lain ingin klua, memarahi pakcik drebar. pakcik drebar memarahi penumpang. ada penumpang suruh penumpang lain snyap. ak turut cemas, takut pergaduhan besar blaku dlm komuter yg kecil itu. lalu kami mengambil keputusan utk klua dr komuter dn jalan atas trek slps melihat ramai yg sudh bjalan klua. xsggup melihat pgaduhan blaku. stiap lngkah atas trek, ku pijak dgn hati2. dlm hati. serik ku menaiki komuter lgi dn masin nya mulut adik aku nih. (-__-)

3. letupan kecil blaku slps mengurai uraikan lampu lip lap yg sudah lama disimpan stor.

fuuuh~~~ apa yg mmpu ku ucapkan " slps apa yg tjadi, alhamdulillah sgt2 smuanya selamat" di situ sahajalah ku mendapat ketenangan minda dn perasaan.

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kurang exposure

kurang exposure = kurang pilihan = memikirkan org2 yg sma tnpa pilihan..

haihhh~~

charging..

alhamdulillah...

it's been a week that i touched down to the wonderful land of Malaysia..

indeed, home is where the heart is...

it's the time for me to charge my batteries b4 entering the third year in MARJON (herrkkk!!!)



hmm.. still finding the time n inspiration to edit my eurotrip pics tho. ;)

maybe i could get it from him...

heartstrings

alhamdulillah, setelah mengumpul memori indah selama 12 hari di negara2 seluruh Eropah...

di mana ku jumpa pelbagai ragam manusia, rakan2 dr sluruh dunia, ciptaan Tuhan yg tiada bandingannya...ku kagum..

menunjukkan bagaimana kerdilnya kita di dunia yg sgt luas ini..

kenangan yg tk mungkin ku lupakan.

skrg pula, dlm ms beberapa jam. akan bermula pula perjalanan pulang ku dn rakan2ku ke tanah airku Malaysia... laksa! familiku! waah... ^_^

smoga smuanya berjalan lancar... smoga smuanya selamat.. doakan kami... ^_^

eurotrip

dlm ms beberapa jam,

bermulalah perjalanan 13hari ke seluruh europe....

london - paris - burgundy - geneva - switzerland - pisa
- florence - venice - austria - munich - amsterdam


bismillahirahmanirrahim...

smoga perjalanan berjalan dgn lancar...
doakan ye.. (^____^)

dazed & confused

my current desktop background

or

should i say... my source of inspiration? huhu~

happy father's day

lulufifi

combination yg sgt mcuit hati...

budak kedah + kpop ^__^

ling ling aku geli..

p/s: ramai gak yg suruh ak buat vlog, mcm si budak kedah ni buat..
tapi... persoalan yg sentiasa menghantui diri...

1) personaliti ku cukup menarik kah utk ditontoni?
2) bolehkah aku menepis segala kutukan dr penonton?
3) kalau idea utk video2 tk menarik cne?



hmmm..






dan aku segan sbnrnya.. huaahuahuahua...

nukilan

by Zulaikha, Alia, Toushiro, Maryam (bukan nama sebenar)




TAJUK: AWAN

Awan itu semendung hatiku...
Bilakah mungkin awan itu berarak pergi?
(sambil memandang keluar tingkap)
Adakah awan baru lepas menangis?
Awanku.. awanmu yg terpilu..
Sepilu hatiku..
Sebanyak itulah air mataku..
Mmpunyai spsg syap y tk terlihat..
Bila pelangi mula menampakkan diri...
Namun, tidak ku sangka pelangi itu hanya utk seketika...
Agar kita sentiasa sabar menunggu pelangi itu kembali mewarnakan kita.
(smbil memandang luar tingkap lg skali)
(menongkat dagu smbil mengira titik2 hujan)
angin kan mengeringkan yg basah dek hujan..
pelangi akan dtg.. walau sementara..
si matahari menampakkan diri... menyerlahkan cahaya nya kepada si bumi..
daku tersenyum sambil merafakkan kesyukuran kpd Ilahi...


bila 4gadis berfikiran n berperasaan yg sama di kala cuaca yg sama.. inilah hasilnya.. lol.

3 weeks

hi~

so... what have i been up to lately?
despite procrastinating and avoiding eye-contact with a guy name 'assignment'...
LOL.

well.. first of all..

1. our lovely lecturer visited MARJON and shaked things up...

the once peaceful, quite n carefree MARJON is being attacked by Mdm!!!!
well, it's not entirely bad tho, we actually had fun and enjoyed her stay with us.
she took us by storm but in a good way.

2. a friend came by...

never thought he would come to Plymouth actually...
grateful that he did... i hope he had a good time here...
the weather wasn't being helpful either.

3. make a peace with a friend...

well.. after months of not speaking to that fren, i finally talked to that fren.make a peace.
quite sad tho, cause that fren should have approached me face to face long time ago.
i guess, that fren was scared of me...
it was a long time ago, so i can't recall who's fault was it that made us distant to each other...

4. outside? or inside?

hmm.. never thought, Marjon will ever lied to us. feel so betrayed. they said they will take care of our welfare, but now.. hmmphh.. don't think we are dumb and you could lie to us easily...
feeling a bit patriotic right now, standing up for our rights.

5. time management...

tik.. tok.. tik.. tok.. 2 assignments, 1 eurotrip, and going back to Msia.
hmmm.. i hope i can manage it well..

hi~

so hi..

long time ya.. (assuming that ppl read my blog n waiting for my entry) lol.

bz. bz. bz me..

n yep, the last three weeks were the busiest i had been since i got to UK.

y? mmm.. probably i'll talk about it on my next post.

but TODAY, i'll be telling you about TODAY..

it's a lovely, beautiful day today. the sun is out, the green scenery is wonderful and yet, i'm in my own little room doing NOTHING.

see the pics below...





i even took pics how sunny Plymouth is from inside the house. that shows how lazy i am right now.

why not read BOOKS? do your ASSIGNMENT!



hehe.. there are just quietly sitting there by my side. oh hi booksss~ didn't notice you were there since LAST WEEK.. hahaha...


so, what's the BEST way to fill up your lovely day without stepping out the house.

EAT!!!



YEP, that's round 2 and more to come!


huu~ (sigh) sorry guys, i'm jst to bored to do anything. mum, if you read this. pls forgive me. my sister, if you read this, don't be lazy as me.


xoxo. ^___^

...

i don't quite know...
how to say...
how i feel.....


can i just lay here, and just forget the world??

Power

with Great Power comes Great Responsibility...




p/s: i hope he's doing well.. wira negara...

swimple part 2

to my dongsaeng:



sorry, video ni tersangatlah simple.. hehe..
kakak bosan lalu kakak buat video..
apa2pun, SELAMAT HARI JADI..
mga tercapai segala impian...
kakak di sini sntiasa utkmu.. ^_^

and to my other dongsaeng,

xlama lg akan memulakan chapter baru dlm idup..
kakak mndoakan segala y terbaik utk mu...
smga smuanya baik2 shj..

jgn risau, jgn takut, kuatkan hati dn semangat..
kalau homesick, call mak. psti terubat kerinduan.. ^_^

have fun. mybe it's a blessing in disguise.

bee zi

minggu ni minggu busy...
harap fhm..
akan di update setelah kurang kebusyan...



akan ku cerita adegan2 menarik berlaku di istanbul, turkey

merah itu saga

a picture worth a thousand words...

yep, that was me 16years ago..
not quite the same place..cause i forgot whether it was on the visiting team or home team.. haha...
but now i notice it was a different logo from before.. ^_^

maybe from this place that i started to like the colour red.. hmm.. probably..

go-ji-mal

lagu yg mengiringi diri di kala tgh serabut membuat assignment...

berusaha utk menenangkan diri~ fuuuuhh~~~

musim bunga

percutian spring bermula~

smoga smuanya berjalan lancar... amin~

epitome

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"some people will work things out"
"some people just don't know how to change"

melting~~~

i give you 13 seconds of "i can't stop smiling, my ears are melting and i cnnot blink my eyes"



huaaa~~~~

can't wait for the whole song to come out...

TAPI~~~~ ati kecilku berdetik,

assignment tk siap lg..

(-___-)

mendung

Ari Khamis lepas, kami Student Malaysia di Plymouth,
menganjurkan event MALAYSIAN CULTURAL FIESTA...

saje, ingin berkongsi kepelbagain kebudayaan MALAYSIA kepada rakyat2 Plymouth...

ari yg dinanti sudah tiba, sudah dijangka, matahari yg dipinta tk muncul tiba, hanya hujan dan mendung yg menjenguk sapa..

apakan daya, sementara yg mampu, apa yg dirancang patut diteruskan saja..

nasib baik~~~ kanak2 masih ceria, makanan dijual licin tiada sisa, muzik, dikir barat dn tarian masih dapat menceriakan suasana

walaupun, titik2 hujan turut turun bersama dan angin kuat mengiringi kita.....

tp ada saat klaka pula...

orang putih yg duduk di bwh lindungan, tiba2 berkata...

"we should bring Malaysian sunshine here" & "i'm sorry for the weather"

hehe.. tercuit hati kecilku..

kenapa perlu minta maaf kerna bukan kamu yg mengawal cuaca...

sbb "kita hanya mampu merancang, Allah yg menentukannya..."

^_^


p.s: post kali ni mcm karangan ala2 puisi gitu.. huhu~

Nail Leaves with Cockle Selaad

if i have students like this in the future...
there's a high possibility

.....

that

.....

i'll

.....

.....

.....


join them and SHUFFLE together...



LOL

kool

a few days ago, i read from yuna's tweet that her latest mv of Gadis Semasa was out!

it was amazing! i love it...(if u wanna see the mv, click here)

so, i feel i wanna tweet her back and say something kool to her and maybe get her to retweet my comment..

i wrote

@yunamusic, the mv was simple yet stylo. should we called it "STYPLE"???? =)

so i waited....

i went to another tab....

and come back to twitter, checking whether she had retweeted my comment.. nop...

waiting again....

read my comment again....

.....

....

....

then i deleted my comment, out of embarrasment...



#001 trying to act cool infront someone cooler, FAIL !!!!


p/s: i've learnt that not all words can be merged nicely into one cool word. huu~