Letting You Go

we worked hard for 3 months..
we thought of it for 24/7 for 3 months..
last friday was the day, we let you go.
well, in my case.. i let it go on thursday..



i didn't know what to feel.
the last 24hours before handing it in,
it felt like i was taking SPM all over again..
nervous and the feeling that you have was like "have i done enough reading?"
"have i done enough studying?"
"can i get good marks from this?"
"is the marker gonna ignore my small mistakes?"



but once i handed it in,
to be honest..i felt tired... and disbelief..
i still can't believe that i finished it..
i can't believe i chose that topic to do a dissy on..
and the day to hand it in has passed already...



i had done my best.
i had done what i could do.
a million thanks for the support of my family (cucumber!) my friends, my lecturers,
my kpop songs and dramas.. hehehe
i did it!
alhamdulillah...



this picture was all my drafts.. before i finalise it, and bind it.



now... we tawakal... ^_^

wanna be sweet???

School Placement Week 3

It's Week 3 already...

This week, i rode on a Kia Sportage. It was beautiful and spacious.
I slept soundly through the journey. That shows how comfortable i was in the car.



My dream car keeps on changing every week because of this. huhu.

This week, my friend and I went to English classes.
Sometimes it is good to have a partner with you.
As he/she will keep you awake while observing. LOL.

Yet, English classes was fun!
I really learnt a lot. I may use their ways of teaching to teach my future students.
But there was one class where the teacher asked the students to write a script for their language activities.
I caught one students said:

"What?? Writing scripts????"
"My life is ruined for some reason"
"I don't know why, aaah.. what did I do from this morning?"
"I only got a couple of Ds"

Huhu.. Students and their pe'el. haha...

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From Four it became Two.
I just can't hide my surprise that morning.

School Placement Week 2

Haaah (sigh).. it was Tuesday again.

Got to wake up early. Going to a school which was very far from Marjon.
As usual, i wasn't so keen about it.
But deep inside me, i was hoping that it'll be fun as last week.

Early in the morning,
We were welcomed by the pakcik driver with this shiny white big car.
The car was not the same as last week's.
It was beautiful.



It was spacious as well. It was a Vauxhall Insigna. Pergghhh..

So, we went to the school.
I was alone as my friend didn't come.
I was (-____-").

I had to observe all Math classes alone.

Observing went well until 4th period,
That was my crucial moment, I was damn sleepy!
I was head-banging without noticing.
I wasn't taking notes, i was writing like chicken's scratch.
But then, i noticed a few students laughed at me.
I was ashamed. So, i stood up and walk around the classroom.
Like i was a very serious teacher trainee wanting to help them.
However, do bare in mind it was a Math class.
And they were learning about graphs.
One student actually asked for my help, asking how to draw (y = -x)
Eeerkkk!!! i wasn't prepared to answer that question.
Luckily, i caught the answer from another student with my quick eye, and show her the answer. HAHAHAHAHA....

All in all, this week wasn't good as last week but it wasn't bad either.

p/s: i heard from the local teachers there that some schools in Cornwall provide pc tablet for teachers. How about in Malaysia?? Huhuhu..